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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i sit upstaires with mr teddy bear, and as i softly stroke his hair, i ask him why, why does mommy cry? and why does daddy yell and scream and shout? and pull that pointy thing out?the thing that sparckles in the light, the thing he holds to mommeys throat tonight,why oh why, mr. teddy bear does daddy not care, and does he ever stop to think, what mommy did to make him mad, she must of done something bad.daddy only held that to me once, because when he did, mommy took out a gun. she pulled the trigger back and with tears in her eyes she to let me go or die.but that was a couple of mounths ago, but even still mommy cries, and some times i don't no why? but i'm pretty sure it's daddys fault, why dad do you make mommy so sad? why do you not care, what has mommy done so bad?so even when the are lights turned out why does daddy still scream and shout? and why does mommy still cry and wail, until theirs a bang and daddy tells her to shut up, and she does with out fail? i here a scream and a sicking crack, and i cralw out of bed and down the staires, and see something that really scares me!mommys pined against a wall, daddys standing there covered in blood, he backs up and mommy falls, and with a sicking laugh he points and chuckles, bitch i told you not to get me mad, you won't ever, ever Deify me again!I wimper and back up against the staires, dad turns around and stares, he cracks a smile, one that's not so nice, i back up and scream as he gets close, he just smiles and says, sarah whats wrong come give daddy a hug,i wimper and cry as he gets to close, and then to my horror he pulls out that thing, the thing he used to make mommy go die, and the the thing he's gonna use to make me cry! i close my eyes and wait for the worst.but the only thing i hear is my name, i open my eyes and see mommys face, her once cheerful eyes are full of cold hate,she calls my name weakly once again, i stare at her and the smile on her face, i crawl over to her and sit in her lap, she holds me and cries and tells me not to worry because daddys gone and not comming back, i crawl out of her lap and she slumps back against a wall, she tells me she loves me as she strokes my face, she tells me she's leaving and can't return, i tell her i don't want her to leave, she just smiles and laughs, i watch as she struggles to breath once more,she sheds another tear and as i watch it hit the floor, her breathing becomes shallow almost nothing at all,she smiled at me and told me she loved me, she strokes my cheek one last time and a final tear fall, until she is no more.i scream out in horror as i realize she's gone, i weap and i wale, until i see something glisen, i turn my head and gasp in shock, it's that pointy thing lieing by the wall, its just now that i remembered what that thing was called, it's called a knife, a knife covered with mommys blood!i slowly crawl over to the knife i pick it up in my hands, i watch as the red licquid slides down the blade, i hold it up right ubove my heart, my hand glids down and plunges right in, i smile a last smile and crawl back to mommy i lay down beside her and close my eyes, my smile never fadeing, as i finally die........


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